fulfilled in wanting
content in feeling desire
feels good to WANT
reaching and working and searching for something
I FEEL FULFILLED-- the work itself is more of a means to an end
i want to talk about disappointment and falling short--- maybe the work is a thing that will never quite look the way it does in my head, but I'm cool with it
making and doing and looking and searching and wanting leaves me filling fulfilled -- whether or not the final thing looks one way or another
the work is a residue of wanting---
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* :･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* :･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* :･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧